I haven’t written a post in a while because I’m not quite sure how to express what’s going on in my head.  How can I put something into words, into ink, into prose, when the bundle of emotions are circling frantically like electrons around a nucleus? 

I feel like I’m doing a careful dance; one foot in, gingerly touching down, pulling back and spinning around. 

I’m not sure what I want, but I know I’m getting tired of not knowing what the next next move will be.  Which dance are we doing, and where do we go next?